May 13, 2004
okhay...i kno i havent updated i a while... but anyway... OMFG!!! im gonna strangle alot of people right now...i know i dont want to say any names but...........omfg you people get over everything!!!!! gah! why the FUCK is everyone getting mad at everyone and thinking that everyone is mad at them? or if people are mad at eachother then why does the person that the person is mad at pretend that nothing is wrong!!!??? DAMNIT!!!! when the fuck is everyone gonna get shit straight??? i know that i dont have everything all set right now but....damnit...im confusing myself....damn wow. if i have to do stephs homework one more time i thin im going to eat all of her stupid little stuffed animals...GHA!!! this is stressful...i hate all girls schools....you cant just fucking punch someone out at these kind of schools without getting in more trouble than necessary...there are so many people here that i need to put out just for living....omg....i think my arm is gonna fall off....im typing really fast here.....ok...just read a pit of crtl+alt+del i heart that thing...anyways...back to what i was talking about before...so here is he BEEF list...beef stands for Beef Equals Eel Fat.. anyway...
Janell VS Katie...i really dont understand this...it was only a frikkin school project. does it affect the rest of their lives???NO it does not. LETS ALL BE FRIENDS AGAIN PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T
"PHYSICS" VS the state of California...the United States and Canada...Europe, Japan, China, the Philipines and Afganistan.......okay...i have nothing to say except...maybe 'physics' should go look for a job in IRAQ where they might cut her/its head off. =^-^=
there is also one more fodgey conflict that isnt really a x VS x thing at all......it is a confusing perilous stress inducing super pissy annoying peice of shit thing that hasnt even really been argued by anyone just talkded about and debated and pondered and thought about and ranted about by meh and traci. gwa...should i even talk about it??? i could just type a whole rant in L337... or binary...but that would be hard for me to do...on my behalf...and noone could read binary...ohhh...except for "Physics" Hacker Extrordinare....hah lmao. whatever....maybe i should just put it here in plain english...spanish...and french...naw...i dunno...i dont even know if its a conflict...see how i seem to keep humor even through these hard times of mass suffering under the freaky skrewy rule of idiot texans and the govenator???? im getting off topic again.........oh well....stay tuned...i might post more tomorrow...or when i feel like it... i must gather more.................................................................................IMFORMATION.......oh btw my hair is straight now....lol.
Posted at 12:39 pm by cr4sh_p4nd4
Apr 18, 2004
hi there ppl ^^ havent updated in a lOOOOONG while huh....ill tell you of my spring break i will...first i sat at home alone for 2 days and had fun on Gaia...then i went to lake tahoe and snowboarded one day and met cienna n sarah. then i went on a bunch of boring group hikes with my family and other ppl who were staying at the same hotel as us it was boring. then we went to LA. that was fun.we ate at this cool resturaunt called benihana and there was this store on rodeo drive and this crazy dood took us in there and was all "try our lotus tea..." in this phreaky voice lol
ill tell yall more tomorro
Posted at 02:10 pm by cr4sh_p4nd4
Apr 2, 2004
Confused, Angry, Stressed out.
............I am...confused...i hate teahers. some of them care way too much. my algebra teacher called my parents about my algebra grade. and so my mom is angry at me. she wont talk to me unless its absoluteley nessesary, my dad told me that he has a non-cancerous tumor and has to have surgery later this month, and that he has severe depression. they also told me that they are going to get me tested to see if a have ADD because my sister was just diagnosed with it and they think that thats my problem too. Theyre starting steph on Ritalin soon. my dad wants to talk to my algebra teacher. probably to tell her that they think ive got a learning disability and whatever. also i have been grounded off of the computer so im typing this at school. i need to work harder in school i have a D in spanish which isnt good. -_- i hate this.
Posted at 08:53 am by cr4sh_p4nd4
Mar 31, 2004
lol i havent written in a while ne?
hey. i havent updated in a while.... sorry... well i have found a couple new obsessions. those baing. Hana-kimi, DNAngel, Enders Game and looking for pictures, saving them and putting them on my site claiming them as my own. lol. this is fun. yesterday during childrens choir practice i felt sick so i didnt stand up when the conductor told us to. this is a normal occourance. everyone does that. and well there was another person doing it to. i feel bad because i always forget her name. i think its Grace. it could be something diffrent. she is really nice. anyway...the conductor got mad at us and told us to go sit in the back of the room. so we sat there for about an hour and i fell asleep. i think that the conductor is racist. she only picks on me my sister, grace, and mongarvie (i have no idea how to spell it.) so i think she hates black ppl. oh well. i had detenton yesterday. i also scored another one today. i have to skip today though. it sux that means tomorro i have an hour. sniff... i need to read more hana-kimi!
Posted at 12:09 pm by cr4sh_p4nd4
Mar 24, 2004
omfg. i cant eat jelly beans anymore or pears or strawberries. all because of that stupid sex + spirit class. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak
its evil we learn things that i never wanted to know......about female anatomy...GAH...
Posted at 07:48 pm by cr4sh_p4nd4
Mar 23, 2004
Usb drives and literature homework
i once owned two 64MB usb drives. one for anime stuff and music and such...and one for school. i lost the one for school which i usually dont use. and well circuit city had a neato little sale. i got a new 256mb one...yay! im happy now.
todays lit homework was somewhat hard...i am nothing of a poet at all or that good of a writer. writing is someting i do in my free time when im bored. not for assignments... we had to give two examples of similies, metaphors, and Personification. we had to make it up. im not good at thoes. and especially making it all poetic. ah oh well what can i do....nothing. so i'll go back to reading Enders Shadow, and practicing my for my opera chorus audition
Posted at 09:51 pm by cr4sh_p4nd4
Mar 22, 2004
well...first things first. what has happened to todays television? i just watched "Cracking Up" and i was anything but laughing. i was left sitting here on my couch looking at the tv with a highly un-amused look on my face. ive been more amused by documentaries on african buffalo migration routes. its about some young psych dude living in what i guessed was beverly hills with an extremeley well-off family, who are complete with an hispanic-looking maid. (who they dont allow out of the house) at a glance todays episode seemed like a sickening mix of 'will and grace' and ' The Panic Room' just without the gay men, and a couple of robbers who are after alot of money. Tell me what you think of this lame-ass show.
Also i just finnished reading 'Artemis Fowl-the arctic incident' and have discovered that i should have re-read the first book. (havent read it in about a year) it didnt take me too long to remember what i had forgotten tho. so my friends, beware my new random phrases. i'll most likely be saying "D'Arvit'" alot more now. ^^ also, one of my friends told me that they might be making a 'Artemis Fowl' movie. if ne one knows would u please tell me? lol...I also have to finish reading 'enders shadow'. im slighty apprehensive about the movie that is coming out next year. as with all books that get turned into movies, i know that i will be depressed with the outcome. as much as i love movies like harry potter and lotr,i still find myself upset by the fact that they never have any of the really cool parts that i would like to see dont even get filmed. ah oh well..
theres a new cooler PoA trailer out, but sadly if you want to go see it on a big screen, you have to go watch a movie that most people over the age of 8 would not want to see. Yes... the dreaded sequal to the first scooby doo movie. why couldnt they put it with a movie people would want to see? what can i say... ive got to go bai bai now so ja ne...hasta manana
Posted at 09:38 pm by cr4sh_p4nd4
Mar 19, 2004
stressed out to the point of tears.
:why hello there ppl! im sitting here in comp tech and mr reel seems to be in a bad mood. i think ill senc him a loveley little l337 note. ^^ lol. neway today in sex+spirit, we were talking about stereo types. it was fun. also, yesterday i had my music circuis audition...it was crap. i did soooo bad. it sucked. it was horrible. the place where it was didnt have very good acoustics. i totally forgot the words in the middle, the dude had that horrible poker face...but i sang really well besides that i think, and i was projecting and my facial expressions were good i think. but i felt really stupid standing there in my school uniform, while everyone else was in nice clothes...gah...i thought i was gonna cry. not to mention i was BLODDY FSCKING NERVOUS...and then when i got home the puppy took a shit on the floor...i had to clean it up and its not even my own damn dog. that made me want to cry more. Then i had to go to tae kwon do sparring, i forgot my head gear, i didnt have my astma medicine, my allergies were and still are horrible, and i sparred horribly. my friend even asked why i wasnt sparring like i normally do. also i happen to be on my time of the month, and i didnt know that i kinda leaked a huge red spot onto my lovely white gi pants. nobody cared to tell me. it wont come out. and this morining i woke up and saw my clock which told me it was 9:45 AM. 45 minuets late for school. it takes 30 mins. to get to school. meaning that i would get to school at 10:15. I was panicing until i realised that that meant i missed physics. which i didnt do my homework in. so i became happy. then i went down stairs to find my sister sitting and watching the TV. then i realised the time was actually 7:50 AM. I fell off the couch. I got to school half an hour early. so i ended up doing my homework in homeroom. In physics i didnt get any credit for my homework because i had failed to notice that there was a back side. so i hit my head repeatedly on the desk. then i went to algebra the class that i <i>thought</i> i did my homework in, just to discover that instead of doing <i>all</i> the problems i did the <i>odd</i> ones...its not my fault that i cant see the fscking board. damnit. she didnt even give me any mercy...so i actually started crying. DAMN FSCKING STRESS!!!!!! and now theres still auditions for chamber choir, and next week i have my Sacramento Opera Chorous audition...which really stresses me out because on top of singing very good i have to act like im sixteen years old. they also pay $300 per show i think.GAH! i also am loosing my voice. im sorry yall had to listen to that but still i needed to vent like this kind of....i love blogs...
Posted at 12:52 pm by cr4sh_p4nd4
Mar 17, 2004
Call me an idiot...but i just discovered that when tom felton has a hat on...he looks almost exactly like eminem.
Posted at 10:45 pm by cr4sh_p4nd4
umm happy st patricks day
i think i may actually be a black irish. my illegitamet(i did NOT spell that right)grandmother is most likley some bit irish. so i actually can be called O'Neal. (there is an old lady who calls me that lmao)
Posted at 10:10 pm by cr4sh_p4nd4
